Am I doing it all wrong?
The World according to ME?
Am I wrong in seeking revenge?
Should I leave it all be and concentrate on more pressing present issues only, like walking again ?
Never did like that in my turbolent life before . Should I start now?
Let’s think of this the other way around: if I left it all be, would these greedy scumbags also let it be ? Would they turn and want to suck blood from other suckers ? Would they REALLY let me be ?
Would they respect my new hunger for a peaceful existence and let me concentrate in battling diabetes, renal and optical complications?
Would Kannoh and Toda the ophtalmogist REALLY help me out to find an insulin substitute or give me my eyeballs pictures as I have been requesting for without bullshit such as ” Hospital rules don’t allow me to give you the pictures, blah , blah …” ? Would Doc Kannoh not try to turn me into a f@:king zonked out vegetable by prescribing an extra pill for my lowered blood pressure. A pill that the patent will run out next year and I am taking even if I don’t suffer from angina? Would that dental intern and his mentors, trully clean my f@:ked up teeth and do a proper reform job, restoring my dental frame and work hard for the fortune I would have to pay them and kindly refrain from playing ghost golf or baseball or oggling the female interns asses day in and out instead of telling the intern to buzz off AND do what they are there for?
Would the crow bastards stop looking at patients with disdain while getting in and out of ” staff only ” elevators and wait for the proper elevators, maybe even help some poor sod by pushing his / her wheelchair in and out of the over crowded elevators instead? Would they stop their openly bartering / bribing and shoving greedy gold anklet carrying bitches behind vending machines at Tokyo Women University Hospital?
Would that cardiologist young punk let the female nurses take a break at the same hospital resting rooms without injecting or knocking them out with drugs to make them morose and then groping, sexually harassing them, to put it mildly ? And then would the cops AND the hospital authorities that caught him after one nurse woke up during his statuory rape, parade the bastard on TV instead of hiding his name and face and let him return to his home town and start to work at daddy’s clinic like nothing ever happened and to get up to God knows what type of mischief in that Hicksville clinic / hospital?
Or would the cops arrest him, the judicial system judge, condemn and lock him up with some sexual deviate in the slammer and throw away the key? Would the victims who came to his trial and testified be allowed to return to work at TWUH with their pride intact and be respected by staff, other doctors and society in general ?
Would doctors stop taking fat envelops stuffed with money on stairways, hospital corridors and other odd places, from parents, relatives of the sick person in need to be operated BEFORE being operated on and then receive more fat envolopes before the patient was released from hospital?
Would the same fat cats smear their greedy paws with the poor sucker’s blood at the operating table instead of standing by joking about his or her anomalies while the real docs, if the poor sods are lucky, are being operated on? Would that same fat cat bastard SHARE the 100.000 / 1.000.000 yen bribe with the hard working staff around that operating table?
Would K.K.K Boot Camp respect the contract I and they signed and then informed me of the miserly 32 yen per section rise without putting a stupid ” some time in December ” date in their info sheet and respect the terms of our contract by informing me at the minimum stipulated month in advance? Would K.K. K. not slap another bigger bombshell by up coming Spring??
Would the pauper’s welfare center for the physical and mentally disabled in Toyama , Shinjuku -Ward not put me or others through the traumatic sham like that near blind rat did when ” evaluating ” if I deserved to get a new casket for my prosthesis, treating me like a retarded piece of human wreck and would a real doctor instead of a f@:king public works plumber come by to check things out ? Would Shimanuki the f@:king blind bat ” see ” which one of my limbs was chopped off instead of asking me AND not write down ” left leg bellow the knee ” like I jockingly told that piece of s@:t , while , in fact , my right limb ABOVE the knee was the real thing?
Would that same center stop welfare buzzards like Tachi-warui-Oka the skunk or Doodle Dandy from keeping on coming for extra unnecessary welfare money and force them to return tax payees money they have filched during decades, while that same money and privileages could be given to the ones that REALLY needed help ,instead of telling them poah bastards to drop dead, just like that amputee I used to see till last Winter, crawling on User Road spit soiled pavement in Oyama, Itabashi-ward just meters away from Itabashi’s Tax Office and roughly 800 meters from that cesspool called KUYAKUCHO ( ward office )?
And finally for now cos I am getting exausted, would f@:king MACKINTOSH make a gysmo that won’t freeze when needed and with true battery life INSTEAD of this piece of JUNK iPhone 3G?
The simple answer for all of those questions and more I got buried in my mind and battered soul is : N-O F-*-*-K-I-N-G W-A-Y !!!!
Thus, my quest for peace and respect of basic human rights I suppose to deserve is now officially over and it’s back to to the grinding stone and sharpning my temporary War AXE.
Necks will fall soon or my nickname ain’t KACHIDOKI !!!